stil not end

hmm..i know i've not been updating any entries for about a year..
am moving to new webbies..
Kindly visit me new web when you feel like eh
no force attempt here aite!? *giggles*
Here, i disclose the url to my blogging
'The Chapter Of My Life':
http://myshatteredfairytales.blogspot.com/

for the past few days i can say im 'pretty busy' nana pack schedule (attending lecture n tutorial (both in swin and ibms), ah bin's birthday party last friday, shop and shop *giggles* and yea not forgeting need to post my stupit forum every week is driving me crazy   ).. studyin in two places at the same time are real tiring *sigh*

last friday was my darling wilvin 21st berthday.. hapy berthday ah bin!!!*shout* *lurpe u* *hug* and another thing.. just got my hair cut last thursday.. its real short.. it looks long from front view but actualy its short from back.. its a hair fashion inspiration of Allan sallon and a well-known taiwanese hairstylish Mr Lee Chung Yen which makes nana hair from long become so the very damn short *sniff* i do like my new hair cut but i just dont like the length of my hair cos its so short *sob*

here are some random pix of me with short hair (took at ah bin party)

main photo: nana with chicken wing *giggles*

a caption with the foodsss *glurp*

nana n ah bin

with two of my high skoolmate, winna n pei ping   

me n hui nee.. just noe hui nee recently thru ah bin.. she's a sweet girl

 group pixes

Silly me

4meme
~been tagged by clarence *glare*


4 jobs I would stink at:

1. sales assistant?its terrible..n i hav no patience with fussy customer
2. beautician? cos they owes tok bullshit.. say ur face not gud la..herlow?jes like their face gud!!cover wit thick make up!but reali ar make-up can change ur look..aww.nana not into those kinda things *giggles*.. its betta look natural rite..jes b urself
3.urm.policeman or policewomen? tel u ppl they are known as gangster with license.. like my dad reali 'phai kia' *keke!*
4. urm.accountant? haha.even i myself took accounting.. neh!

4 nicknames I’m making up for myself:

1. edna
2. lazy broken nana
3. NaNa (fwens cal me "na na'')
4. **skip!


4 movies I can watch over and over:

1. durno
2. durno
3. ~i real hav no idea!
4. urm.. **skip!


4 alcoholic beverages I enjoy from time to time:

1. red wine (once in a year!)
2.* next plis
3. *skip
4. *next ques

4 fantastic destinations I would like to go to on vacation before I pass out:

1. first of all.. Paris (i wish tho')
2. Canada
3. UK (why not!! *look for prince harry!! dun b surprise if he fall for nana here *spiak!perasan nana!*
4. Hawaii (i love beaches)

4 things I love to do on weekends:

1. Sleeping as usual. keke!
2. Chatting *giggles*
3. Tried out those top tank which til today i haven get to use it cos aint casual at all! *giggles*
4. tell you once i figure it out *giggles*

4 celebrities I would like to go on a big date with:

1. Usher
2. Daniel Powter
3. urm..hu else?
4. u..yesh u!!

p/s: i wish i can tho' *giggles*

4 objects I could not live without:

1. Handphone(my darling)
2. Mascara (use to be *giggles*)
3. PC
4. and i cant live without u..yesh u!!*keke*


4 gadgets I do not have, which I would like to have:

1. a new phone
2. more n more top tank (does this count?? *huh* dun care i stil want it no matter wud)
3. nana dream car Honda (i will own u one day!plis wait for me *giggles*)
4. and i want another pair or shoes *shuffle* (does dis counts.neh!)

4 “poor souls” tagged:

1. poor kheng got tag by nana *giggling*
2. those who read my stupit n lame journal here 
3. erm..nxt its..
4. YOU.. yesh u

do you ever realise that things never seems to go into the way we want it to be..and do you know human life is like a mountain..there's ups and down and it never goes smoothly and there must be a time where it goes narrow  nah!forget about it..hurm.i dont know what the crap am i talkin' about.. i guess i am just TOO STRESS with my assignments which driving me crazy.. i manage to do it but not sure whether i'm at the right track..erm.just think that im at the right track so that i wont be worry so much bout it.. but tell you the truth never in nana's life she never worry about her assesment and finals..just ask those who knows her well.. she's known as someone who.. "when she's struggling herself in her studies please stay away from her as she tend not to talk to anyone, and dont even bother want to answer your call even when you call her thousnad of time..and she also tend to lock herself in her room and you will only see her around once she have complete with her works..but dont hesitate to talk to her cos she's a very soft-hearted person..she easily get touch and cry easily.."

sumtime i dont understand why i dont appreciated the things surround me.sumtime i dont understand why nana here demand to much..sumtime i feel so bad for myself and bad for that person cos i always makes everything goes wrong  and again and again nana feel so bad right now.and i feel real weak.so weak*cried* i feel like being played*ok ppl i guess i'm just being over sensitive*.. please stop making me keep questioning myself *confuse*..sorry if i've said to you 'i dont trust you'..sumtime i just think you need to know me better..as i've said before i dont easily trust words (because of the past which make me fall that makes me hardly trust anyone) *confuse* 

by just looking at your face and your smile and hear your voice all the worriness in me vanish..if possible i just dont want to end it just like this..and again i say what am i talking about? *blur* *confuse*

and i jes did it